CURRENT PLAYLIST

Cause I don’t feel like doing a proper entry…what I am listening to at this very minute:

The Clash – (White Man) In Hammersmith Palais
Joy Division – Transmission
Oasis – Wonderwall
Adam And The Ants – Ant Music
Soft Cell – Sex Dwarf
Depeche Mode – It’s No Good
Mansun – Wide Open Spaces
The Clash – What’s My Name
Oasis – Stop Crying Your Eyes Out
The Distillers – Drain The Blood
God Bullies – Like It Like That
Depeche Mode – But Not Tonight
The Jam – Town Called Malice
Bauhaus – In the Flat Field.
The Clash – Train in Vain
Foo Fighters – Darling Nikki
Depeche Mode – Useless
The Clash – Bankrobber
Oasis – Force of Nature
Psychedelic Furs – Love My Way
Dead Kennedys – California uber alles
The Strokes – Last Nite
Social Distortion – I Was Wrong

On the Second Day of Christmas.

Well grabbed some gift wrap and gift bags this evening so that I can get the rest of the presents wrapped up and put under the tree where they belong. The store that I was shopping at had all of their Christmas lights on sale at 50% off so I grabbed two more packages of 50 mini indoor lights in royal blue so that I could add them to the all clear mini lights that I’ve currently got on our Christmas tree. Now the tree looks utterly fantastic! Am just about to start finishing off the wrapping, etc before I go to bed so that when I get up in the morning, I can truly enjoy the holiday season as I’ll literally have nothing more to rush around finishing off, so stress free. I’m literally still in a bit of shock regarding the fact that I am actually organized for the first time in my life as the holidays start. It sure doesn’t feel right I must admit. I’m still not convinced that there isn’t some little thing that I’m overlooking.

I actually ended up buying a few more presents for each of the girls tonight as I had a bit of extra money left over. I decided to really treat them for once. I ended up picking up a few tank tops each for them while I was grocery shopping of all things. Normally I divide my grocery shopping either between A & P or Loblaws as they are both about a five minute walk from my apt – in opposite directions! Which one I go to is all dependent on which of the two has the better sale, although tonight my decision ended up being made due to logistics and the fact that Jim and I just happened to end up closer to the Loblaws when I decided I needed to grab a few things before going home.

This Loblaws has just recently been renovated majorly and part of this reno was the expansion of their clothing section, JOE Fresh. They ended up increasing the floorspace of the clothes by a good 400% easily. They also had some kick ass sales happening so of course, I couldn’t resist. The shirts that I managed to grab ranged in price from $1.94 to $5.94 so for less than $35.00 – tax included – I was able to buy each of them five new tops each! When Jim gets paid on Monday, I may just slip over there again to grab a half dozen more each if they are still on sale!

Happy holidays!

On the First Day of Christmas

OK, so here I sit, with a week still to go until Christmas and I find myself in a very unusual place. Not only is my Christmas tree back up and once again fully decorated, but there are now about a dozen presents all wrapped sitting beneath it. There would be another nine presents except that I ran out of gift bags, and need to run over to the mall to grab some more. Guess that I bought more presents than I realized! For a recovering addict, this is obviously a very good thing, as well as a very foreign spot. No complaints from this seat though! The fact that I’ve even been able to buy presents, never mind the fact that they are already sitting and waiting under the Christmas thing is a huge deal. For the first time in a very long time, I am entering the holidays literally stress free. No running from store to store as each one closes their doors Christmas Eve, as I struggle to throw together a semi decent holiday for my family.

Flip side of this is that I am doubly ashamed that I even allowed some of the past Christmas holidays to even occur the way that they did. Not ready quite yet to rehash stories of Christmas past, but maybe one day soon. Ready for another mind blower? I actually still have a few hundred dollars left in my savings account and some even in my chequing account. Jim and I know that we’re getting some money from both sets of our parents for Christmas, so we plan on treating ourselves to a brand new laptop. Both of us have wanted one for quite some time so we’re finally going to do it. This is going to be our Christmas present to each other. This is a new arena for us also, as traditionally two addicts tend not to buy each other Christmas presents, unless its more dope! The first year that we were in recovery we bought a new television set for the “house” while we bought a bunch of stuff – new area rug, new curtains, DVD player – for our home last year, our second year of recovery. Looks like this is our third. Congrats to us!!!

JINGLE BELLS…

Am taking a bit of a timeout because right now I need to catch my breath and count to ten about a half a dozen times! I am T-H-I-S C-L-O-S-E to throwing one of my daughter’s cats from the balcony, but as its the season to be jolly, I’m sitting at my computer instead. Its bad enough that I spent seven hours shopping today, but now I come home to our Christmas tree having been mangled by one of the cats!

I know, I know, I can still hear my husband lecturing me about the lunacy of attempting to properly decorate the Christmas tree with six cats living in the house. Even though the tree has been up near three weeks, so far all of the hanging ornaments have had to be removed as well as ensuring that there was nothing at all hanging from about three and a half feet and below, I honestly thought that otherwise, the tree would get through the holidays unscathed. How very wrong was I!!! I’ve also had to remove some of the presents from underneath the tree as one of the cats was trying to unwrap them.

The youngest – and smallest – of the cats has learned to somehow climb up to the top of the tree and shake the heck out of the branches. Obviously, once he is all finished, the branches are lying all willy nilly, and all over the place with huge, gaping holes everywhere! So right now, I am sitting here looking at a near stripped down tree. Looks as if I am going to start decorating it all over again from the start. As it was, the only things around the tree were a few hundred clear lights and bows that I had crafted out of Christmas ribbon – varying in width from 1″ to 3″, in either royal blue, silver or white or various combos of these three colours. I’ve managed to return the branches to where it now looks like a normal tree. At least the tree is artificial and its wires are flexible so that the branches can all be reshaped. This was the easy part, now for the hard part!!!