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Thunder Road

February 27, 2006
I have another journal at why do anything when you can forget everything? and I tend to update that more frequently than I do here. I like it here and all but I just don’t have the time to update both although I am sure going to start making time as I see livejournal has sure done a lot of updates and I like them!

Well, I woke up this morning in a fantastic mood and I am still shaking my head in near disbelief cause this is truly a unique position for me. Don’t want to lose that vibe either! Jim even had a coffee all ready for me to drink when I opened my eyes. Wonderful. We will also be getting the truck back today around twelve so another good thing. Finally. Looks like the bill is going to be about $4900 but at least we will now have a vehicle with a brand new engine and a one year warranty on the rebuild. Oh yeah.

Now if I could just get my eyes to stop watering all would be good. At least my nose is not running as much as normal. It seems the moment that I get into work, my eyes literally start tearing. They don’t quite go bloodshot but they have this sheen to them, they kind of glisten. I will be leaving to grab my dose of methadone in a half an hour or so so hopefully this will put an end to this.

This past week and weekend we were pretty low on funds. I don’t get paid until this Friday and Jim’s parents were away so he wasn’t getting the normal money that he gets from them. Thank goodness they got back yesterday cause they dropped a hundred in our account so I was able to grab some groceries last night after work plus grab a couple of pills. The only things around were 100mg morphine so I only grabbed a few of them. I used to be a huge morphine fan way back when but lately I find them irritating at best although they do seem to break through my dose of methadone and the dilaudids definitely do not. I did a hit last night but left the rest for Jim cause he is not yet on methadone and is not sure if he even wants to go on it. I got off on the morphine just fine though.

The moment that I did it I felt my insides start to warm up and then tingle. I could feel my face turning a bright red. Morphine affects me beautifully when I nail that vein just right. Then the itch starts, that warm, comforting itch. Gotta love that. It takes about ten minutes for my skin to calm down. It is so obvious to anyone that knows when I do a hit of morphine. Must be that fair, Irish complexion of mine!

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A-Z of 1977: Pop’s Jubilee Year

February 27, 2006

From Amazorblades to the Zeros – via the Clash and the Sex Pistols – this was the year punk was in its prime. Jonathan Brown reports on a new book that tells the story

Published: 27 February 2006

 

Just two months in, 2006 may already be on course to become a vintage year for pop. The unpolished genius of the Arctic Monkeys, whose debut album became the fastest selling in history, and the success of the triple-Brit winning Kaiser Chiefs has prompted grand claims to be made on behalf of this year.

But for anyone the far side of 40, the artistic seeds of the two trailblazers of British music clearly sprouted long ago. Examine the DNA of the abrasive sound of the Arctic Monkeys and it can be traced back 29 years – a decade before they were born – to 1977.

It was the year when Britain celebrated the Queen’s silver jubilee with street parties and pageantry. Virginia Wade won the ladies’ finals on the Centre Court at Wimbledon and the world mourned the passing of Elvis Presley and Charlie Chaplin.

But for a large slice of the nation’s youth, 1977 meant only one thing – and it came with a safety pin through its pugnacious nose. That thing was punk rock.

Those who climbed aboard the punk rollercoaster were to enjoy a white-knuckle ride through the most exciting 12 months in the history of popular music. From Penzance to Aberdeen, groups of young men and women were pulling on bondage trousers, spiking up their hair and forming groups, regardless of whether they could play an instrument or not. Many of them were terrible. But a significant number were raw and exciting – the perfect antidote to the preening giants of prog-rock, and over-produced stadium super groups that ruled the pop world at that time.

In what has proved an extraordinary four-year labour of love, Henrik Poulsen, a Danish record company owner now living in Texas, has chronicled every punk band to have cut a record in Britain in that watershed year. The result is77: The Year of Punk and New Wave, published in Britain next month. Mr Poulsen records the young men and women on the scene, where they came from and what happened to them after punk exploded in 1978 – creating dozens of new genres from goth to ska. Beside the big five acts that dominated the year – the Sex Pistols, the Damned, the Clash, the Buzzcocks and the Jam, he includes a wealth of obscure bands which pogoed briefly yet brilliantly in the mosh pit that was punk’s short tenure on the dance floor of popular culture.

His A-Z ranges from the frankly obscure – Acme Sewage Company, for example, whose “two note guitar solos” and rather brutal vocals earned them a diehard following in their native Kettering – to the totally forgotten: Zhain, a short-lived combo that contributed a single track to the Raw Deal! compilation, one of the first LPs on one of the first independent punk labels.

Every band to leave its stamp on vinyl is lovingly recorded. For Mr Poulsen, who grew up in a Copenhagen suburb and turned 13 in 1977, punk washed up on his shores in an unlikely way. “I was in the boy scouts and we had an exchange with a group from Glasgow. They played us their punk tapes and taught us how to do the pogo. From that moment I was hooked,” he recalls. Denmark’s only punk band at the time was an outfit called the Sods.

Mr Poulsen believes that while there is a definitive “77 sound” none of the major punk bands sounded or looked the same. Many unlikely groups and artists found themselves part of the broader new-wave movement, he argues. Ian Dury, Graham Parker, Dr Feelgood and Nick Lowe, were already established on the pub rock scene, but their energy and dynamism made them natural bedfellows with punk. Others, like the Police, the Jam and Ultravox went on to change their sound radically and become hugely successful after riding the punk wave.

But there was a common theme, he says. “The 1977 punk bands took their multiple influences and merged them with one or more of the following attitudes: ‘Let’s be loud; let’s be obnoxious; let’s give the finger to society; let’s follow our own rules’. The seeds of these attitudes were clearly sown in the turgid, self-indulgent and bloated rock scene as well as the social and economic recession of the mid-70s,” he argues.

Both political and popular musical elites were reaching the end of the line in Britain. The government of James Callaghan was to soldier on for two more troubled years amid industrial strife and economic decline. In the charts, Pink Floyd, Elton John and Queen dominated, but had run out of credibility with the new breed of nihilistic and angry young men and women.

In April 1976, Joe Strummer quit the 101′ers and joined the Clash, the Damned released “New Rose” and the Sex Pistols produced their debut single, “Anarchy in the UK”, courtesy of that most establishment of labels, EMI.

In December, their foul mouthed appearance on Bill Grundy’s Today show created something approaching a moral panic, as well as costing them their recording deal. But punk didn’t flower until the following year. On 1 January, Andrew Czezowski opened the doors to The Roxy club, a former gay gangster club in Neal Street, Covent Garden. It gave the movement a physical base. John Peel provided a similar facility on the nation’s airwaves with his live Peel Sessions. As luck would have it, the silver jubilee celebrations provided the perfect target for bands like the Sex Pistols, which knew how to generate headlines as well as compelling pop tunes.

Today’s angry young pop heroes continue to pay their debt to that astonishing year – even if, like the Arctic Monkeys’ Alex Turner, they were not born for a further nine years.

A IS FOR AMAZORBLADES Brighton-based quintet made their debut with “Common Truth” on Chiswick Records.

B IS FOR THE BOOMTOWN RATS Formed in Ireland in 1975, with Bob Geldof on vocals. After opening for the Ramones tour in 1977, Melody Maker proclaimed: “1978 is theirs for the taking.”

C IS FOR THE CLASH The biggest and most influential punk band.Joe Strummer and Nicky Headon fed the media’s appetite for “filth and fury” headlines when they were twice arrested in the summer of 1977.

D IS FOR THE DAMNED Their debut album, Damned Damned Damned, is considered the first punk album. It attacked conventional hits such as the Beatles’ Help, which they played at double speed.

E IS FOR THE EAST COAST ANGELS The Dublin band made their name across rural Ireland playing church halls.

F IS FOR FUSS The full line-up of Fuss is still a complete mystery and “Our Way Must Be Better”, released in 1977, remains their only hit.

G IS FOR GAFFA The Nottingham-based five-piece produced hand-made sleeves for their debut single, “Normal Service Will Never Be Resumed” in 1977.

H IS FOR HEAVY METAL KIDS Formed in 1973, the band incorporated metal, glam and rock’n'roll into their sound. Gary Holton’s routine involved blowing himself up.

I IS FOR IAN DURY Dury had been around for years under the name Kilburn and the High Roads. In 1977, he released seminal new wave album New Boots and Panties.

J IS FOR THE JAM The Trio originally formed in 1973. Fronted by Paul Weller, they became the first punk band to appear on Top of the Pops and releasing their debut album, In the City in 1977.

K IS FOR KURSAAL FLYERS Taking their name from a ride at the Southend Kursaal amusement park, the band were always more pub than punk. Had a top-20 hit with their single, “Little Does She Know”.

L IS FOR LONDON Formed in late 1976 they had released three records by the end of 1977. Reports that they were Paul McCartney’s daughter’s favourite band did little for their credibility.

M IS FOR THE MODELS Formed from the ashes of the Beastly Cads, they band started off covering Lou Reed and David Bowie but released a single, “Freeze”, in 1977.

N IS FOR THE NOSEBLEEDS The group, featuring Ed Banger on vocals, changed their name from Wild Ram when punk took off. They released a single, “Ain’t Bin To No Music School”, in July 1977.

O IS FOR THE OUTSIDERS Wimbledon line-up’s first release was the LP Calling On Youth on the band’s own label, Raw Edge.

P IS FOR THE PIRATES Originally formed in 1962, the Pirates re-formed in 1976, 10 years after the death of vocalist Johnny Kidd. The band caught on to the energy and attitude of the punk era but still played their own rock ‘n’ roll sound.

R IS FOR RIKKI & THE LAST DAYS OF EARTH Forerunner to the gothic music movement, with broody and atmospheric sounds. The band’s first 7 inch, Oundle Rocsoc, was released in mid-1977.

S IS FOR SEX PISTOLS Malcolm McLaren brilliantly exploited the disillusion of the nation’s youth to create the definitive punk outfit. Their album, Never Mind the Bollocks, was cynical, controversial and utterly compelling.

T IS FOR THE TAKEAWAYS One-hit wonders, their only song to make it on to vinyl was “Food” and appeared on the 1977 compilation, A Bunch of Stiffs.

U IS FOR ULTRAVOX! Previously Tiger Lily, Ultravox! it was one of the few new wave bands to appear at the 1977 Reading Festival. Produced by Brian Eno, with John Foxx on vocals.

V IS FOR THE VALVE The Edinburgh band, billed released their “Robot Love/For Adolfs’ Only” single in September 1977, hailed by New Wave bible Sounds as “vital and undiluted”.

W IS FOR WRECKLESS ERIC Born Eric Goulden, he is said to have acquired his name because he often fell off stages. His first single, “Whole Wide World”, was released in August 1977.

X IS FOR X-RAY SPEX Having seen the Sex Pistols live in concert, Marianne Elliot-Said changed her name to Poly Styrene and formed X-Ray Spex. 1977 saw the release of “Oh Bondage Up Yours!”

Y IS FOR THE YOBS Formed in 1977, the band set about causing a stir by covering Christmas songs and provocatively changing the lyrics. Their first single, “Run Rudolph Run”, a cover of the Chuck Berry classic, arrived in November 1977.

Z IS FOR THE ZEROS The band’s first single, “Hungry”, was released in November 1977 revealing their R&B and rock roots. They went on to release two more singles.

Just two months in, 2006 may already be on course to become a vintage year for pop. The unpolished genius of the Arctic Monkeys, whose debut album became the fastest selling in history, and the success of the triple-Brit winning Kaiser Chiefs has prompted grand claims to be made on behalf of this year.

But for anyone the far side of 40, the artistic seeds of the two trailblazers of British music clearly sprouted long ago. Examine the DNA of the abrasive sound of the Arctic Monkeys and it can be traced back 29 years – a decade before they were born – to 1977.

It was the year when Britain celebrated the Queen’s silver jubilee with street parties and pageantry. Virginia Wade won the ladies’ finals on the Centre Court at Wimbledon and the world mourned the passing of Elvis Presley and Charlie Chaplin.

But for a large slice of the nation’s youth, 1977 meant only one thing – and it came with a safety pin through its pugnacious nose. That thing was punk rock.

Those who climbed aboard the punk rollercoaster were to enjoy a white-knuckle ride through the most exciting 12 months in the history of popular music. From Penzance to Aberdeen, groups of young men and women were pulling on bondage trousers, spiking up their hair and forming groups, regardless of whether they could play an instrument or not. Many of them were terrible. But a significant number were raw and exciting – the perfect antidote to the preening giants of prog-rock, and over-produced stadium super groups that ruled the pop world at that time.

In what has proved an extraordinary four-year labour of love, Henrik Poulsen, a Danish record company owner now living in Texas, has chronicled every punk band to have cut a record in Britain in that watershed year. The result is77: The Year of Punk and New Wave, published in Britain next month. Mr Poulsen records the young men and women on the scene, where they came from and what happened to them after punk exploded in 1978 – creating dozens of new genres from goth to ska. Beside the big five acts that dominated the year – the Sex Pistols, the Damned, the Clash, the Buzzcocks and the Jam, he includes a wealth of obscure bands which pogoed briefly yet brilliantly in the mosh pit that was punk’s short tenure on the dance floor of popular culture.

His A-Z ranges from the frankly obscure – Acme Sewage Company, for example, whose “two note guitar solos” and rather brutal vocals earned them a diehard following in their native Kettering – to the totally forgotten: Zhain, a short-lived combo that contributed a single track to the Raw Deal! compilation, one of the first LPs on one of the first independent punk labels.

Every band to leave its stamp on vinyl is lovingly recorded. For Mr Poulsen, who grew up in a Copenhagen suburb and turned 13 in 1977, punk washed up on his shores in an unlikely way. “I was in the boy scouts and we had an exchange with a group from Glasgow. They played us their punk tapes and taught us how to do the pogo. From that moment I was hooked,” he recalls. Denmark’s only punk band at the time was an outfit called the Sods.

Mr Poulsen believes that while there is a definitive “77 sound” none of the major punk bands sounded or looked the same. Many unlikely groups and artists found themselves part of the broader new-wave movement, he argues. Ian Dury, Graham Parker, Dr Feelgood and Nick Lowe, were already established on the pub rock scene, but their energy and dynamism made them natural bedfellows with punk. Others, like the Police, the Jam and Ultravox went on to change their sound radically and become hugely successful after riding the punk wave.

But there was a common theme, he says. “The 1977 punk bands took their multiple influences and merged them with one or more of the following attitudes: ‘Let’s be loud; let’s be obnoxious; let’s give the finger to society; let’s follow our own rules’. The seeds of these attitudes were clearly sown in the turgid, self-indulgent and bloated rock scene as well as the social and economic recession of the mid-70s,” he argues.

Both political and popular musical elites were reaching the end of the line in Britain. The government of James Callaghan was to soldier on for two more troubled years amid industrial strife and economic decline. In the charts, Pink Floyd, Elton John and Queen dominated, but had run out of credibility with the new breed of nihilistic and angry young men and women.

In April 1976, Joe Strummer quit the 101′ers and joined the Clash, the Damned released “New Rose” and the Sex Pistols produced their debut single, “Anarchy in the UK”, courtesy of that most establishment of labels, EMI.

In December, their foul mouthed appearance on Bill Grundy’s Today show created something approaching a moral panic, as well as costing them their recording deal. But punk didn’t flower until the following year. On 1 January, Andrew Czezowski opened the doors to The Roxy club, a former gay gangster club in Neal Street, Covent Garden. It gave the movement a physical base. John Peel provided a similar facility on the nation’s airwaves with his live Peel Sessions. As luck would have it, the silver jubilee celebrations provided the perfect target for bands like the Sex Pistols, which knew how to generate headlines as well as compelling pop tunes.

Today’s angry young pop heroes continue to pay their debt to that astonishing year – even if, like the Arctic Monkeys’ Alex Turner, they were not born for a further nine years.

A IS FOR AMAZORBLADES Brighton-based quintet made their debut with “Common Truth” on Chiswick Records.

B IS FOR THE BOOMTOWN RATS Formed in Ireland in 1975, with Bob Geldof on vocals. After opening for the Ramones tour in 1977, Melody Maker proclaimed: “1978 is theirs for the taking.”

C IS FOR THE CLASH The biggest and most influential punk band.Joe Strummer and Nicky Headon fed the media’s appetite for “filth and fury” headlines when they were twice arrested in the summer of 1977.

D IS FOR THE DAMNED Their debut album, Damned Damned Damned, is considered the first punk album. It attacked conventional hits such as the Beatles’ Help, which they played at double speed.

E IS FOR THE EAST COAST ANGELS The Dublin band made their name across rural Ireland playing church halls.

F IS FOR FUSS The full line-up of Fuss is still a complete mystery and “Our Way Must Be Better”, released in 1977, remains their only hit.

G IS FOR GAFFA The Nottingham-based five-piece produced hand-made sleeves for their debut single, “Normal Service Will Never Be Resumed” in 1977.

H IS FOR HEAVY METAL KIDS Formed in 1973, the band incorporated metal, glam and rock’n'roll into their sound. Gary Holton’s routine involved blowing himself up.

I IS FOR IAN DURY Dury had been around for years under the name Kilburn and the High Roads. In 1977, he released seminal new wave album New Boots and Panties.

J IS FOR THE JAM The Trio originally formed in 1973. Fronted by Paul Weller, they became the first punk band to appear on Top of the Pops and releasing their debut album, In the City in 1977.

K IS FOR KURSAAL FLYERS Taking their name from a ride at the Southend Kursaal amusement park, the band were always more pub than punk. Had a top-20 hit with their single, “Little Does She Know”.

L IS FOR LONDON Formed in late 1976 they had released three records by the end of 1977. Reports that they were Paul McCartney’s daughter’s favourite band did little for their credibility.

M IS FOR THE MODELS Formed from the ashes of the Beastly Cads, they band started off covering Lou Reed and David Bowie but released a single, “Freeze”, in 1977.

N IS FOR THE NOSEBLEEDS The group, featuring Ed Banger on vocals, changed their name from Wild Ram when punk took off. They released a single, “Ain’t Bin To No Music School”, in July 1977.

O IS FOR THE OUTSIDERS Wimbledon line-up’s first release was the LP Calling On Youth on the band’s own label, Raw Edge.

P IS FOR THE PIRATES Originally formed in 1962, the Pirates re-formed in 1976, 10 years after the death of vocalist Johnny Kidd. The band caught on to the energy and attitude of the punk era but still played their own rock ‘n’ roll sound.

R IS FOR RIKKI & THE LAST DAYS OF EARTH Forerunner to the gothic music movement, with broody and atmospheric sounds. The band’s first 7 inch, Oundle Rocsoc, was released in mid-1977.

S IS FOR SEX PISTOLS Malcolm McLaren brilliantly exploited the disillusion of the nation’s youth to create the definitive punk outfit. Their album, Never Mind the Bollocks, was cynical, controversial and utterly compelling.

T IS FOR THE TAKEAWAYS One-hit wonders, their only song to make it on to vinyl was “Food” and appeared on the 1977 compilation, A Bunch of Stiffs.

U IS FOR ULTRAVOX! Previously Tiger Lily, Ultravox! it was one of the few new wave bands to appear at the 1977 Reading Festival. Produced by Brian Eno, with John Foxx on vocals.

V IS FOR THE VALVE The Edinburgh band, billed released their “Robot Love/For Adolfs’ Only” single in September 1977, hailed by New Wave bible Sounds as “vital and undiluted”.

W IS FOR WRECKLESS ERIC Born Eric Goulden, he is said to have acquired his name because he often fell off stages. His first single, “Whole Wide World”, was released in August 1977.

X IS FOR X-RAY SPEX Having seen the Sex Pistols live in concert, Marianne Elliot-Said changed her name to Poly Styrene and formed X-Ray Spex. 1977 saw the release of “Oh Bondage Up Yours!”

Y IS FOR THE YOBS Formed in 1977, the band set about causing a stir by covering Christmas songs and provocatively changing the lyrics. Their first single, “Run Rudolph Run”, a cover of the Chuck Berry classic, arrived in November 1977.

Z IS FOR THE ZEROS The band’s first single, “Hungry”, was released in November 1977 revealing their R&B and rock roots. They went on to release two more singles.

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He Ain’t Heavy, He’s My Brother

February 26, 2006

For the past decade my brother and I have had a tenuous relationship at best. A lot of this has to do with his choice of partners unfortunately. Try as I might I have never been able to warm up to his wife, someone that I actually knew for seven years prior to their dating. They actually hooked up because of Jim and I but that is a story for another day. Since my father died almost three years ago and since the birth of my brother’s third child, we have seen little of each other. We work opposite hours and we no longer share similar interests. We did meet for brunch a week or so ago after not seeing each other for a few months. It wasn’t as awkward as I expected but not as comfortable as I had hoped.

Of course the conversation started to travel in the direction of addiction, etc and the moment that this started I attempted to stop it. He was about to go all self-righteous on me and I was not in the mood to entertain this, especially from someone who smokes a fatty every single day without fail whose wife is a falling down closet alcoholic. The one thing that I did manage to sqeeze in was my asking for an explanation as to the differance in my life to his. His answer? Responsibility. Excuse me?

OK yes I live in this 24ftx45ft apartment in a congested, downtown city but appropriate for me, I guess. Maybe I’m just habitually drawn to it. I walk, take the bus and drive from time to time. Taxis are for running late, and late nights. So I live a pretty low profile lifestyle. I go to work, pay my bills (eventually) and observe from a distance (frequently).

My brother, married with three children and newly chained to a mortgage in the suburbs, judging me at this junction of our lives. Please…How can you say something nice to a statement like this? What should I say? “Well, I’m not working 14 hours a day to maintain a too big house that always needs repairs, to make monthly debt and insurance payments on a car that loses value every minute, to buy a flat panel TV.” What do you get out of it?

I do believe money can buy happiness. But happiness for me isn’t necessarily a big house, car, or job title, offspring, STUFF to show for myself. Almost all of what I have is in my experience and growth, so it’s hard for certain people to see my success. And sometimes hard for me to see it but I know deep down that it exists. At least I am fairly confident that it does.

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